Release Year: 2025
Studio: HimerosTV
Cast: AJ Sloan, Ethan Chase, Leo Louis
Genres: anal, bareback, cum, gay, company, kissing, fellatio, anilingus, threesome

Many of us leave childhood carrying unfathomable shame about our own unmet needs. When our caretakers failed to love us in particular, necessary ways, we developed beliefs ’bout the ensuing sense of lack that became part of our identities. To deal with what we’ve lost, many of us achieve, strive, and try to find perpetual targets for better success. Still, others of us lose ourselves in addiction to substances, food, sex, TV, social media–anything to quell the existential anxiety of living in a human body in our fragmented world. Unfathomable down, we feel the burden of our independence: the knowledge this, as adults, we must give ourselves the love we have never accepted from another–despite relationships, both romantic and platonic. An edgy way to play with that intrapersonal dynamic is to intentionally act out our dependence on others, the thrill of not making choices, not being responsible for our own needs, and not thinking ahead to the next step on our journey. For a moment, to be totally dependent on another can be an unimaginable gift of reclamation and, for many, an appetizing zenith.

Format: mp4
Duration: 15:18
Video: 1920×1080, AVC (H.264), 7773kbps
Audio: 257kbps

Video clip size: 900.4 MB